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Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Fairy tales do come true

I know i haven't written in a long time. ive went thru some pretty rough times, loosing my house, almost loosing my mind. i have disowned my "dad and step mom for reasons i may or may not write a bout in a future post. most of these ramblings are for me to clear my head really. but for starters, i have my own apartment with my son, i have a job at Walmart. i ride a bike to work 4 miles . great way to get in shape. i discovered that the man i thot was my best friend an man of my dreams really wasn't. it takes more love then i ever knew to be true love and most of all it takes someone to love you back. so i had stopped dating stopped looking, and then like a magical fairy tale, i found my true love. someone i have known since i was 12 or 13. my first love my first real boyfriend. i haven't seen or heard from him in 30 or so years, since his parents moved him away, but he has never been out of my thoughts and i never stopped loving him. and then one day about three months ago i found him on Facebook and well la we have been hitting it off ever since. He is the one, the best friend the loving man i have always wanted. and now my heart is so happy i can paint again! sadly with working i havnt had time, but the paintings and drawings and all the creative juices are flowing throughput me,a and when i get a chance to paint again, look out some master pieces will explode on paper. i am so happy, so in love!! i have found my Mr right, and funny thing is i knew him all along.  " fairy tales and dreams really do come true!! i love you t.c.e forever